Mel's Myths Debunked
I was just reading past entries in my blog and I've realised that I've assumed a lot of things or was uncertain about things. Reading it has made me realised how I have evolved:
- "For some reason I feel a bit insecure about starting work. It's like I know its time for me to take the next step and start working but I'm scared of change and am scared work will change me. If I work 9-530 each day, what will become of me?" ... I'm actually enjoying this year a lot better than last year. I guess work gives you a sense of direction and in my limited spare time, I make the most out of it and enjoy the weekends so much more!
- There was a post about me once breaking down because I continually went out without much sleep and worked... Now that has become the norm and I'm used to it! People get surprised at how I have enough energy to do it. It's too boring staying at home
- There was a post about how I don't live the moment... I'm now a lot less analytical about things and I don't form expectations so I end up having a great time whatever I'm doing because I make the best of whatever I end up doing!
- Me being scared about being alone without Danny ... Now I've realised that I am quite a strong person and I've learned so much over this period being alone. I have grown up as a person and I view life from a different perspective yay!
-I didn't write about this but I thought that once you hit 30, fun pretty much ends. However, I've been hanging out with people in their early 30s and they party harder than people my age! It's incredible! They are actually a bit too extreme for me! But they certainly know how to have fun. And they have pretty cool parties!
Cool people in their 30s- Here is a pic of me, Rel and Johnny at Ruby Rabbit on Rel's birthday. Rel used to be on Heartbreak High (as Ryan) and was in Cruel Intentions 2!
- "For some reason I feel a bit insecure about starting work. It's like I know its time for me to take the next step and start working but I'm scared of change and am scared work will change me. If I work 9-530 each day, what will become of me?" ... I'm actually enjoying this year a lot better than last year. I guess work gives you a sense of direction and in my limited spare time, I make the most out of it and enjoy the weekends so much more!
- There was a post about me once breaking down because I continually went out without much sleep and worked... Now that has become the norm and I'm used to it! People get surprised at how I have enough energy to do it. It's too boring staying at home
- There was a post about how I don't live the moment... I'm now a lot less analytical about things and I don't form expectations so I end up having a great time whatever I'm doing because I make the best of whatever I end up doing!
- Me being scared about being alone without Danny ... Now I've realised that I am quite a strong person and I've learned so much over this period being alone. I have grown up as a person and I view life from a different perspective yay!
-I didn't write about this but I thought that once you hit 30, fun pretty much ends. However, I've been hanging out with people in their early 30s and they party harder than people my age! It's incredible! They are actually a bit too extreme for me! But they certainly know how to have fun. And they have pretty cool parties!
Cool people in their 30s- Here is a pic of me, Rel and Johnny at Ruby Rabbit on Rel's birthday. Rel used to be on Heartbreak High (as Ryan) and was in Cruel Intentions 2!
-"Happiness is being true to yourself, knowing who you are, and knowing what you want to do"... I think I'm improving on these three aspects A quote from Chris' blog that I love:
"Close you eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before
Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar
And you'll live as you've never lived before"
posted by Mel at
8:48 pm
1 Comments:
Hi Mel,
I am incredibly bored. Im stuck in HKG airport with nothing to do....aiyo. how've you been doing?
Anyways, will email you soon,
Love lura
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